Tongue in cheek? NO! Tongue in teeth is more like it! lol
music: John Mayer -- "Clarity"
mood: 
homeworking still
Uhh, so I think I just severed nerve endings in my tongue. I was chewing my gum and my tongue got in the way ... and it's bleeding ... on the top and the bottom. I didn't bit it all the way through, but I did bite it hard enough to break the skin on the top and the bottom of my tongue! Ouch!
Anyway, it's tingling right now ... and when I put pressure on the end of my tongue, I can feel it on both sides of where I bit it, but not on the space that's tingling. I can honestly say this has never happened before! lol
The ways I injure myself never cease to amaze me ... hopefully they provide some sort of entertainment for the reading world. 
Back to work I go!
Sam on 05.02.06 @ 05:51 PM MST [link]
There's no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard.
music: John Mayer -- "Victoria"
mood: homeworking
Sometimes we’ll be piled on the couch wearing sweats, eating the kind of ice cream we like, watching our favorite TV show, talking in the shorthand way we talk that nobody understands, and I’ll realize that this every day, simple, no-big-deal moment … this is my happiness.
You know I could’ve held you in my arms forever and it still wouldn’t have been long enough. ~ One Tree Hill
And I knew exactly how old Walt Disney’s Cinderella felt when she found her prince. ~ A Promising Man, And About Time, Too by Elizabeth Young
He’s gorgeous, but gorgeous is an understatement. More like you’re startled every time you see him because you notice something new in a “Where’s Waldo?” sort of way. More like you can’t stop writing third grade run on sentences because you can’t even remotely begin to describe something … someone … so inherently amazing. More like you’re afraid that if you stare at him too long, you’ll prove your parents right that YES, your face WILL get stuck that way … but you don’t mind.
I could conquer the world with one hand, just as long as you were holding my other one.
I’ve made the most important discovery of my life. It’s only in the mysterious equation of love that any logical reasons can be found. I’m only here tonight because of you. You’re the only reason I am … you all the reason I am. ~ A Beautiful Mind
You know, when it works, love is pretty amazing. It’s not overrated. There’s a reason for all those songs. ~ Sarah Dessen
With you, I'd say I'm better off in every way. ~ Ashlee Simpson
I want to be the smile, the first thought, the long drive or short walk, the last voice, the random call, the laugh, the perfect kiss, the comfort hug, your second half, the sparkle in your eye, the everything you need, just want you want. I want to be your perfection.
It happens in an instant. I'll be sitting or standing or walking or talking. I'll be thinking about something … anything … nothing at all. But then there you will be -- racing through my mind, making my heart race. The very thought of you … in an instant … makes me glow.
And in the middle of all this, I started to think about the one thing that makes me feel really good and makes immediate sense … and it's you. ~ Broadcast News
You know it's meant to be when at times you can't stand him, yet he's still the only person on your mind.
I mean, it’s always the same. Each time I see you, you happen to me all over again.
When I look up, you’re the brightest star in a pocket full of skies. My colored picture in a world of black and white.
'Cause I know only one way, and that's to give all I am away.
‘Cause all I know is when I’m with you … well, I don’t need anything else.
To be completely honest: you're not like all the rest.
Sam on 05.02.06 @ 04:54 PM MST [link]
With any luck, I'll be half a world away by the time the sun rises.
music: nothing
mood: 
not happy.
I've been sitting here ... literally just staring at my computer screen for the last hour ... my mind is completely blank. My heart hurts. And I know I should sleep but I have no desire to.
I want to leave. To run away. To swim away. To be a different person. To live a different life. To go back to England. To have real friends. To get in my car and drive till I run out of gas and then start walking. To be done with school. To not have to worry about my grades. To learn things I'm interested in and forget the rest. To not have so much responsibility.
To have my heart healed.
That's what I want.
More than anything in the world, that's what I need.
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This is me needing to go to bed before I go crazy.
Sam on 05.02.06 @ 01:33 AM MST [link]
so fresh and so clean clean!
scattered
Happy
in love
contemplative