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07/31/2007: "Up, down, and around again."

music: A New Found Glory - "Understatement"
mood: blah

Ever get to that point where the slightest, most insignificant thing can take you from the top to over the top? Well, that's been me for the last week ... I am tired of it to be quite honest. Makes my head hurt.

Life is going well; I am happy, that is for sure! Life is just really stressful lately, which is not so much fun. But again, I am happy and that's what counts. And what's more than that is the fact that there is an amazing man who loves me for everything I am, no matter how stressed or discombobulated I may become. And that is certainly a good thing.

Our apartment will be ready to move into on the 12th of August! How exciting! We won't be here until the 20th, but that is okay because I am really excited to know that we will officially have a home!

Only 17 more days till we get married!

You know, it's funny ... of everything that is going on right now, I am least worried about the wedding. It is at the bottom of my list to be stressed about. I am going home on Friday and then I won't have school to stress me out, so maybe I will be stressed about it then? Doubtful. I am more or less just excited to be marrying the man I love.

So far I have straight As in school ... for the first time ever, I may have a 4.0 at the end of the term. As of the assignments we got back in math today, my grade is still sitting at 100%, so there is certainly a tremendous possibility! I'm hoping for a 4.0 because let's face it, I've been busting my butt this summer and it would be nice to have a payoff of some sort. And yes, I know ... the learning is the real payoff, but something a little more concrete would be nice ... you know, something I can show off to my family and future in-laws. Besides Brandon that is.

Sorry this entry is so sporadic. Shows you the way my brain is thinking (or not thinking) right now. It's late and I tried to go to bed at 10:30 because I'm exhausted and don't really feel very well ... no such luck. Laid down for about 20 minutes and got up to start working on my huge math project that is due on Thursday.

Have to finish packing my room/taking apart my desk tomorrow ... the girl who is moving in is coming to paint it (again?) on Wednesday, so all my stuff needs to be out by then. Lame face.

I need to call Cassie.

And go to bed.
Work in the morning.