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Quick and easy
answer would be that I was really really busy and there just wasn't any
time. Which is true ... but it's not really it ... because I thought about
you all the time and about what you said about how everything would just
kind of work itself out between us and it just ... made me feel so good
about us. I just ... well ... I guess I didn't want to ruin that feeling.
~ Dawson’s Creek
You're not here and I know that I said that it's okay that you didn't come this weekend, but you know what? It's not okay ... because I miss you. And there was this guy tonight and he was hitting on me ... or at least I think he was hitting on me. And he was perfectly nice and I blew him off and I'm not even sure why. But I'm pretty sure it was because of you. And I've spent these last couple months acting like you were just going to show up outside my door one day, but you're not. You are out there following your dreams ... which is what I want for you. I think it's time that I let you go. And it's really hard for me to do because I know that there's a part of me that will be in love with you for the rest of my life. But this whole running in place and day dreaming is just not healthy for either of us. So this is me cutting the cord, this is me doing what I should've' done three months ago ... say good-bye. ~ Dawson’s Creek Pacey: When I was afraid of everything, I was never afraid to love you. ~ Dawson’s Creek Your heart's been cracked. ~ Dawson’s Creek Joey: I'm so tired of dancing around these big words.
I just want to be honest with you. One of these days you're gonna have to take a gigantic fact check, my friend, all right? She didn't mistake you or anybody, okay? This girl is head-in-the-clouds, 100% ass-backwards in love with you, all right? ~ Dawson’s Creek You’re off the hook. I’ve never really put much faith in all that “if you love someone, set them free” crap, as evidenced by everything I’ve done in my life up to this very moment, but I am determined to be happy. Happy in this life. And I love you. I mean, I always – I have always, always loved you. But our timing has just never been right. And the way I figure it, time is no man’s friend. So I have to get right with that and be happy now. Because this is it. I mean, this is all that we get … I also want for you to be happy. It’s really important for me that you be happy. I want you to be with someone who can be a part of the life that you want for yourself. I want you to be with someone who makes you feel like I feel when I’m with you. So I guess the point to this long, run on sentence that’s been the last ten years of our lives … is just that the simple act of being in love with you is enough for me. ~ Dawson’s Creek I sat there looking at this incredible reflection of who you are and I realized that I absolutely hate it when you’re not around. I wanted to thank you, I wanted to hold your hand, I wanted to kiss you … but you weren’t there. ~ Dawson’s Creek You don’t think this whole situation makes me feel awful. Tonight, when I kissed you, I never felt happier and worse all at the same time. ~ Dawson’s Creek I have always believed in you. I mean, you’re the most extraordinary talented person I’ve ever met. I’m your biggest fan. ~ Dawson’s Creek I was so looking forward to it all. All I could do was think ahead to this day when it would feel right for us to give it another try. For the first time in forever, you and me … it seemed so possible. It seemed right around the corner. But he died. And it all went away. I was living in this warm and fuzzy world of daydreams and I got yanked out of it. I have no idea how to get back there, Jo. And what scares me the most is maybe I never will. ~ Dawson’s Creek Once upon a time, you and I were best friends and that
means that whenever you need me, I’m here. Any time, anywhere, any
place. ~ Dawson’s Creek |
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